Pit Update January 2017

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Explaining the long wait for Episode 17. In this you can hear my laryngitis.  In between rambles we have various details of events planned for Episode 17 and how channeling Beetlejuice affects me.

Studying with friends; Osheen and Lisa mentioned the most. Personal reflections and sad apologies to “Everyone”: fans, cast members, social network users. Possible reasons why the new technology is driving us all koo-koo. (Also some comparisons to Star Trek.)

Lots of fun insights about various characters and the deeper lesson Barnabas Collins teaches us from his own personal behaviour: Accountability.

Further updates with the marriage novel side-project, as well as the supernatural elements, including reincarnation.

Various interruptions were left in the update to allow a more human feeling.

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Building Further Episodes (January 2017)

I’ve been taking a little break from channeling Beetlejuice. As some of you know, or maybe you don’t, my online insanity rather bursts into regions unknown with that character. Our bio-exorcist is the type who can do good things while giving you the illusion he is rotten to the core. When I empathize with him, which has actually been very easy, his manner of lashing out for not getting his strong abilities recognized speaks to me deeply and in a way that resounds with that constant dismissal I’ve been handed throughout the years. He screams the words:

“You buncha LOSERS! You’re workin’ with a PROFESSIONAL HERE!!!

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Hee hee hee, YEAH! I hear ya, old friend! I sure as Hell hear ya!

SO! Remembering that the radio drama originally came in layers, and patterns of blending those layers, I am currently repeating Dark Shadows Disk # 67, or for those with the different sets it’s Collection 11 Disk 3. This is when our lovely Chris Jennings arrives and I must say it’s a treat to watch him!

❤ ❤ ❤

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(Yes, I can write romantic Barnabas in first person with his fancy-woman, but it’s not him I’m in love with. I simply learned how to do that because I understand Barnabas. It’s Don Briscoe I really swoon over. Ha ha!)

And now that I look over these episodes I think I’ve found another reason Tony Peterson was inexplicably neglected for this daytime-drama. Adam is also about to randomly disappear, so they can switch Carolyn’s love interest yet again! I mean, who hasn’t Carolyn gone through? She starts in the series with Joe Haskell (not bad!), then gets very, very distracted by Burke Devlin.  Eventually we glory in her wild romance with Buzz Hackett for the sake of retaliation at the ridiculousness of her mother, Elizabeth, being engaged to Jason McGuire (HURL!). Buzz was a fun one, for sure! I approve of Carolyn & Buzz and not as a long-term romance by any means. Just as the marvelous joy-ride that it is. (I dare say if all y’all haven’t experienced one of those flings? Ye haven’t lived!)

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Then we have Tony Peterson. Out of all the paramours Carolyn Stoddard had, this one struck me as that final pinnacle she was reaching for. Her romance with Tony was interrupted by Adam (among other troubles) and then eventually just left unwritten about. As Tony and Adam are subtly missing, let’s stretch over to Carolyn and… Chris Jennings? Well, okay. That makes sense for a soap-opera. But knowing their family ties, as some of us fans do, watching them kiss is disturbingly close to seeing Princess Leia romantically kiss (her brother) Luke Skywalker in “The Empire Strikes Back”. Ewllllll…

So with Chris Jennings coming into Dark Shadows we can get a feeling of why Tony Peterson was dropped from Carolyn Stoddard’s flesh-market. Will this happen in The Pit of Ultimate Dark Shadows? Not bloody likely.

Q: What about Jeb Hawkes or the idea of Ned Stuart for Carolyn?

A: Forget it!

Besides which, Chris Jennings love for Sabrina Stuart always remains in the picture. One fan-writer delights me with further adventures of this couple. They are simple, but very fun, goodies.

This set of Dark Shadows episodes (635-644) displays an awful lot of crying and screaming. There are also Adam bits I skip, but plenty of Victoria and Peter (I don’t call him Jeff) that is wonderfully revealing and very usable for their Pit escapades in The Addams Family home. Betsy Durkin’s portrayal of Victoria Winters helps in that her voice is very close to the original Victoria. When I look away I can easily envision Alexandra Moltke. (Well done, Ms. Durkin!) The details to themselves and their love in these parts are very rewarding.

Amy Jennings is extremely pivotal and what ensues in her adventures with David shouldn’t be a tight squeeze for The Pit. We’ve got Sarah Collins’ ghost but she has other friendships and will likely understand that what David encounters with Amy is more important than her being neglected by David Collins. Sarah may also have The Ghost of Captain Daniel Gregg (from The Ghost & Mrs. Muir) to consult, as well as Sam Evans who knows him.

The only pains of discarding a component is Elizabeth not being there. In this segment of Dark Shadows I always loved that it was Elizabeth & Barnabas holding down the fort together, working as a team. (This is something I adored in the 2012 film, as well; Elizabeth & Barnabas running the estate together. It just felt right.) Now? I get the challenge of trying to figure out how Barnabas and ROGER will do this! Ah—h-h-h-! It is possible though. One thing at a time.

Mainly what is good is getting back to true friendships and interactions. (The shock of such a frightful loss in old friends is still severe. Knowing I’m not the only one suffering this loss definitely helps.) The mail is adding up so I have company on paper to exchange while the shows play repeatedly before me. And with pen pals it’s wonderful to find renewed vigor for The Pit. These listeners are hearing old episodes as if they are brand new and the enthusiasm comes. Yes, that old habit in newbies of wanting to advise tweaking things also comes but I do my best to shake it off. (One might as well request that The Smiths reform and re-record the album “Meat Is Murder”. It’s simply not going to happen.)

Also I get a little information here and there of, “Daryl! Such-and-such happens to so-and-so in later episodes!” as if it’s going to have some devastating effect on The Pit of Ultimate Dark Shadows. I have to explain, more than once, that things have irrevocably changed for our beloved characters in this radio drama already. Remember the laws of Cause & Effect. There are multiple beauties I’ve had to discard from the original run of Dark Shadows because The Pit runs in differing lines.

The research is still important to understand the characters, yes. Why? Because of what we learn in the story of “Eternal Sunshine Of The Spotless Mind”.

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If you’ve watched this movie you see that even when memories are erased the people involved make the same decisions regardless. Change doesn’t happen in personality with the erasure of memories. It happens with growth. How do I know this to really be true?

I’ve audio recorded thousands of conversations with friends and family. When I played the tapes on occasion some of the same people recorded are present. They will hear a friend who isn’t there express something on the recording and then whoever is currently present will make the exact same responses in conversation that they made on that past recording. I’ve watched this happen several times. And then the person who says that present thing? They hear themselves saying it in the recording and laughter strikes them; they didn’t expect to hear themselves respond the same way as they did months or years previously. But they do. Personality maintains, as well as their humour. It’s almost magical.

And so, in the same way, fictional characters can be put into different situations but still be identifiable as the people we know and love. That’s when you know you’ve got a convincing piece of work. When it stretches into decisions the classic characters would not make? That confuses and fragments the audience, and so we have seen done with a plethora of fan-work. It’s also why many of us grab our heads and cry out together, “WATCH THE SHOW!” Or even better, “LISTEN!” (It’s the sadness in a lot of fan-work. So much was written without the show on hand, just people staring at pictures and reading other fanfiction.)


In between times of pen palling and watching all the shows? I have a little interest in an actual book:

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I’m not very far but I don’t mind. What Nicholas Carr has managed to tap into is precisely what I’ve been ranting and raving about all of this time. Being able to pay attention to the information in this book is difficult at times, but I can feel myself being drawn back into better focus and know that the answers to this madness are slowly being presented to me in a human pace. That pace itself is extremely helpful, as well as the answers. (I’ve ordered his sequel, “The Glass Cage” which may show solutions, I’m pleased to say.)


Meanwhile, with copies of The Addams Family, The Ghost & Mrs. Muir, The Munsters, Bewitched and all else well in hand? My husband asked me what I would like for my rental queue. I answered, “You know… It’s going to take forever anyway. What do they have for Tom Baker’s Doctor Who?”

You can bet he was excited by that! It’s a long way to defeating The Leviathans in Dark Shadows but while all of this gets worked on? We have another show to enjoy and research together.

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His beginning flashed before our eyes. Our beloved Doctor tried out a lot of outfits; a comedic effect to him always altering his look when he regenerates.

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Then he came out of the TARDIS with the classic Fourth Doctor attire we knew and adored.

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I screamed, “WOOOOOO HOOOO!!!”

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With that being said, I must ask my audience,

“What have you devoted your life to lately?”

My Evil Plan Is Working…

I’m going through many scripts and ideas and I have a scene in mind…

Angelique vs Beetlejuice

BJ: Vulgar, hideous serpent, I shall deliver you to hell’s doorstep!

And frankly? With the continuity of Diablos between Dark Shadows and The Pit? I think he will!

(Otherwise? Keep listening to the show and enjoy re-reading this web-log. Why? My show and web-log are based on programs that are over 40 years old. Why do you keep needing something new???)

Loving the letters and email, by the way. Keep it up! 🙂

Pit Update November 2016

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A calm, fireside chat update for fans of The Pit. Delving into The Munsters, there is some discussion about type-casting, both for Fred Gwynne and Jonathan Frid especially. Reasons to celebrate the allure of Barnabas Collins rather than being offended by his romantic choices. How fans of the Barnabas/Maggie pairing are preferable to me and to each other. Touches on the mythos of The Vampire through Barnabas and Josette’s romance.

The general vibe seen from fans of The Addams Family as well as The Ghost and Mrs. Muir. A welcoming to more fans of Wadsworth and the film “Clue” due to how The Pit operates in lines and actions. Discussion of game play for the boardgame of “Clue” as well as classic games in “The Pit”.

More expression of exactly why file-sharing and buck-passing didn’t work and why we all thought it would for discussion. Welcoming fans of M*A*S*H and Beetlejuice as well as relieving any concern over the romantic pairings for this program.

Explanation of the human need to break-free from what social-media does to many people, and how to tap back into focus for more healthy interaction. Dismissal of the idea computers are no longer being made. Rekindling old face-to-face friendships, however few.

Most importantly: the joy in our own lives as a blessing in return for providing an atmosphere of love to characters on the screen who didn’t have it before.

Pit Update November 2016 (podomatic link)

Pit Update November 2016 (podbay link)

Pit Update November 2016 (archive.org link)

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Background music for this podcast:

“November Spawned A Monster” – Morrissey (1990)

“Anabasis” – Dead Can Dance (2012)

“Sh-Boom” – The Crew-Cuts (1954)

“The Human Game” – Lisa Gerrard & Pieter Bourke (1998)

 

Working On Episode 16 (& other fun news)

Good Evening Collinsport, Schooner Bay, Mockingbird Heights, Cemetery Lane, Crabapple Cove, The Neitherworld, and our guests at Hill House.

I figured I hadn’t updated in a while and I know there are some out there that dig this web-log, and likely others who read it and lose much calcium and many fillings from their teeth. Well it’s a complicated world and this technology sure made it harder to pick and choose hasn’t it? 😉 I feel bad for all y’all who don’t have ad blockers. I used a machine that didn’t have any and good Lord! What a nightmare of obnoxious interruptions!

I have been working all week and all night on “Episode 16: A Death In The Family.” BOY! I worked so hard I forgot I’d seen the dawn and my husband rising to greet it. When I finally went to bed? I woke up around noon and I truly believed it was Saturday. I think that means I probably did a week’s worth of work in one night!

I remember Osheen was bothered by Caleb Collins ghostly laughter. At this point? I’m getting sick of his voice! There is a short scene with him, and then there is a long one with Maggie Evans that’s about twelve minutes in length. You can bet yourself a plug-nickel I threw in much, much music to deal with that. Then I think the music got too loud so I had to edit that over and over again throughout the test-listens. But still, some of the Maggie and Caleb banter is fun enough that it doesn’t get too strenuous. They have lot to talk about. It’s like, “Oh hey, you’re a ghost sometimes too, girl. I get to look at you and see some of my afterlife memories haunting me, Kitty Soames! Clever girl.” He doesn’t actually tell her that but, you know, that’s the gist of it.

Another thing that’s kept me busy is we finally went on a vacation last week. Then we discovered we had not taken a vacation in seven years. Ahhhhhhhh!!! Still, I’d had Anhedonia for so long and vacations couldn’t be much enjoyed back then. It’s truly nice that creating The Pit of Ultimate Dark Shadows helped to yank me out of The Pit of Ultimate Numbness From Any Emotional Thrill. Then? Margaret Josette Dupres happened and even more got healed! Still, I had that insomnia for ten months. I think it was probably getting through enough chapters of MJD and people responding to it that fixed the insomnia. I am so grateful to many of you for helping discuss it with me. That’s what finally got me back to sleeping again. (Technically I would pass out for an hour or two here or there but it was just not enough during those ten months.) And there is lots more to come, so no worries. I’m still struggling with Sarah’s toddler years and also making more Pit.

So hopefully some of you have written me letters or cards and I’m dying for some mail but I haven’t been able to go and check for goodies. I still have my goal of all the stationery I’ve been hoarding for decades getting used up. I’m not even close! And I’m sending people stationery if they need it, too. On the rare chance I get a response to a printed version of the discussion questions for The Pit, I love that so much. That’s one of the things that proves to me I am not an effing narcissist. Why on Earth would I be dying for fun responses and people’s insight if it was all about worshiping me?

Emails are great too. I want paper letters in between emails but there have been so many emails and I’m so emailed out. It’s no wonder I managed to send eight postcards, two cards, and one letter on our four day trip! I noticed another pen pal site called “Long-Letter Pen Pals”. No kidding, man! We gotta make it obvious we don’t just want junk or meme-mail. It’s super-gross to see the meme and share-file mentality hitting the pen pal universe. Ugh!

One beautiful part of my week has been voice-call with a friend and she overheard the Barnabas chat with Beetlejuice. Audibly hearing her laughter was so marvelous I just let the track keep playing. And it is an amazing scene. I wasn’t sure how they would interact but it works! It’s them! Talking to each other! Almost teasing each other! I even keep turning it back to hear BJ snap, “Cut the questions, Fang-Boy!” So even if my Alan Alda sucks? At least my Michael Keaton is good. 🙂

I also finally made the cover image for Episode 16. Am I going to post it here? Nah. I won’t get any reaction from anyone. I’ll just get stats. Dull-city. (Maybe I’ll get some juicy like-clicks sharing it on Facebook. P’shhh, why bother? Hee hee hee!) So I shared the image with Melissa and got some actual talk and fun discussion. Then? She kept me company while I did the dishes. They got backed up working on this episode, I tell ya!

But what better joy in the world might be had? Being able to turn to one’s spouse and say, “Sweetie? I need a kiss for Doctor Hoffman and Professor Stokes.” and the spouse is wonderfully obliging. I wanted something more beefy, but hey, it’s their first so we can get beefier kisses later. ❤ I noticed I upped the bass on Professor Stokes voice for that scene. I think I was shooting for sexy with that, but then I noticed the love-song I put in seemed too loud. Hmm, it might be because my equalizer was set to “Dance” and not “Acoustic”. Gotta watch out for that.

I truly adore how Willie Loomis is coming out. Remember in my second intro I said it felt like “lost potential” with him. Now I’m seeing so much of that lost potential to be found in such a short time! In The Pit he’s never known Cassandra, but our trusty butler has updated him on Angelique. A Willie Loomis who is bonding with the ghost of a little girl? A Willie Loomis who is reminded of a more innocent time in his life around Wadsworth? He’s not going to take kindly at all to Angelique. And why? Because he sees the chain of dominoes that affected Barnabas, just as he’s had his own chain of dominoes that made him nasty, too. Now granted, Barnabas being harsh with him changed him on Dark Shadows, Willie Loomis became more empathetic, but so as life is littered with horrible things and bad people? We do not go out of our way to court the horrible things and bad people, at least not intentionally. (Well, okay, a few people do!) So Willie is making it clear Angelique is someone he wants out of the vicinity. (Being protective of Sarah also blends in with his godfather role to her in Margaret Josette Dupres.)

That leads me to a game we played last night. At a thrift store I found a fancy briefcase set for backgammon. We finally used it and didn’t have the greatest fun but the point was to give it a shot. And it makes me revel in the fun of Wadsworth’s chapter in Margaret Josette Dupres where he and Willie create this habit of going to play that game while Barnabas and Maggie are too vocally expressive in their love-nest. I like to think that their backgammon set looks like this one we got. Four dollars, too!

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That’s the wonderful part of having a fascination with old things and old games. My “adopted kids” can have a ball with that and it fits in perfectly. I’ve seen so many pissed-off fans of Dark Shadows grousing endlessly about Barnabas not loving Julia. What was I pissed about? They didn’t play cribbage, dammit! So? I fixed it that they did. Hee hee hee. Plus I remember reading that scene to my Mum. Anyone go and re-listen to Episode 6 of The Pit? That time at The Old House is seriously wacky! I’d forgotten how much I was able to stuff into that scene!

Wanna know something else crazy about us and cribbage? We didn’t learn it from someone older. We learned it from my cousin who is over ten years my junior. She learned it from her great-aunt, but still. It was a groovy way to discover it. So by the time we watched Dark Shadows and Barnabas jestingly suggests playing cribbage with Doctor Hoffman? You can bet I was angry that they didn’t play after all. Hence all the DS fix-its in The Pit of Ultimate Dark Shadows aren’t necessarily massive. Life is a banquet of things that come in all sizes, shapes, colours and variety. That’s why I write these entries like letters to you. Take it from Robert Fulghum. (I’ve never written to him as he may not write back. But I will.)

With old books and old times, I finally finished Chapter 22 of Stand Fast And Damn The Devil by Osheen Nevoy. One part felt like a hilarious moment in an M.R. James book and I still am laughing at this dude who shows up for Bill’s jury selection:

One voluble old gentleman could scarcely wait to answer Hanley’s question gauging potential jurors’ views on witches. When it was finally his turn the old fellow hopped to his feet and started summarizing all the acts of witchcraft his neighbors had worked against him for the past 40 years. Bradford barely managed to squeeze a word in edgeways to request that this candidate be dismissed.

That is so hilarious and very likely, too! It’s like, “Oh good! Here’s my chance to rat on my neighbours and get ’em in trouble!” (The other guy that Rev. Trask dismissed was kinda hilarious too.)

I’m not sure why but it takes me back to the über-dry M.R. James story “Martin’s Close” in which there is a hearing when one of the witnesses starts rambling more details than is necessary:

…Thomas Snell was next called, who gave evidence to the same effect as Mrs Arscott, and added the following:

Att. Did anything pass between you and the prisoner during the time Mrs Arscott was out of the room?

Th. I had a piece of twist in my pocket.

Att. Twist of what?

Th. Twist of tobacco, sir, and I felt a disposition to take a pipe of tobacco. So I found a pipe on the chimney-piece, and being it was twist, and in regard of me having by an oversight left my knife at my house, and me not having over many teeth to pluck at it, as your lordship or anyone else may have a view by their own eyesight—

L.C.J. What is the man talking about? Come to the matter, fellow! Do you think we sit here to look at your teeth?

Th. No, my lord, nor I would not you should do, God forbid! I know your honours have better employment, and better teeth, I would not wonder.

L.C.J. Good God, what a man is this! Yes, I have better teeth, and that you shall find if you keep not to the purpose.

Yes, one might think with this gem in the collection of M.R. James that his stories are fun and funny? Don’t be fooled! They are dry and spooky and I’d like a kid’s version. (((lol))) Whereas Osheen’s novel, though tragic, is pickled with Bill Malloy’s down to Earth observations and comic relief aplenty.

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Speaking of old books there was a delightful re-print we bought on the trip in one of the historical museum gift-shops:

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Kate Greenaway “The Language of Flowers”. I believe it is one I was working with for Josette’s blossom fetish, but it’s nice to have a physical copy. Definitely fits in with the meanings in Chapter 41 of Margaret Josette Dupres. (Which meant I had to go and check and read it and get all hot’n’bothered by the couple again.)

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Ohhh, what else? Well, the test-listen is still running. I need more from the grass-roots before Episode 16 is released. The grass-roots team aren’t through half of the scenes yet. (And I’m always up for more in the grass-roots team. They find one scene at a time fits in with their schedules easier.) So far? Episode 16 is over an hour! Ah! I’m hoping for shorter future episodes, and with Episode 17 we shall, hopefully, be “back on the road” as I keep expressing. I remember the old formula was X# of words versus X# of pages. With Episode 17 it’s mostly ideas and a list. I noticed The Pit expanded exponentially in 2013 with the listens to previous episodes and growing from that. (Plus Helena showed up and she was a Godsend. Still is!) That’s why I definitely enjoy the chat about this show. It gets me motivated and keeps me focused. Random distractions take up too much time.

Also all my whistle-blowing has not been in vain. More and more often I’m seeing articles about this new tech-addiction. True, we had old ones, but what’s changed in the last five to ten years is not healthy for us at all. We’ve tried to compensate and get stuck back into the addiction. I’ve set myself out as an example. I don’t think I fell off the wagon last night. Still, I’ll share this with Facebook, likely without fully logging on. That’s another scary thing about social networks. You can share things to them without pulling up the application or site fully. But it’s preferable to share it in places that people are stalk—I mean, “following” me.

Otherwise, if you’re hungry for the next episode? You can always run through the previous one and let me know what all you enjoyed. That should keep you entertained, right? 😉

Bloody Amplification… (More on Episode 15 & 16)

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Babe. That’s mostly what we can say here but…

Morticia Addams’ lines for Episode 15 were created in 2013. I made a better go for Victoria in this scene but because of a newer microphone (same make and company) her words seem louder on the test listen, so I have to amplify for Morticia. Then go through all the bother to save the file where I can play it on my mp3 player with a different set of headphones and now? Morticia is too loud.

ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGG!

Can you see in all of this why Facebook like-clicks and graciously sent memes get on my nerves? 🙂

So, how to combat the issue? Well last night was rather lovely but I’m in the here and now, so those thoughts only help a bit to distract me. Then I have fun make-out daydreams about Willie Loomis. That’s a comfort. ^_^

What to do?

Ah, in between audio edits, I can look over what I have for Episode 16! Why am I so looking forward to this? As some thorough readers remember, my Muse is a harsh mistress. I can barely be entertained by any thing not in my own work, meaning all the different fandoms. I’d like to get back to watching Dark Shadows and The Addams Family for more accuracy and enjoyment, the only film I’ve been able to watch in over a year is Clue, but for Episodes 16 & 17 I get to watch ANOTHER movie. Oh!!! The feeling of an ounce of freedom to stretch out!

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Yes, yes, I know. Too much, eh?

I once decided against bringing in The Ghost With The Most; it’s not 1960s. But then again, how long has this guy been hanging around? Our folks bureaucratically running the afterlife seem to know him very well. Also, the fanwork for him is quite good from what I’ve seen. Are the stripes of his outfit a metaphor to once being part of a chain-gang back in the day, but were made vertical when he passed-on? This could range him between the late 1800’s to the mid 1950’s, and picking up newer slang along the way. As for an earlier version of BJ, it looks manageable. I just pray that possible sequel coming out won’t injure what I put together.

As for why? Most of us know Angelique Bouchard gets around. No matter what, she keeps coming back. It is possible BJ encountered her and this did not turn out to his liking. There is no revenge in his purview for her as a witch… but right now? She’s not a witch. She’s a vampire… more corporeal, you see? And being more corporeal, our striped teamster could very well have his revenge on her:

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As I posted to facebook a while back, “Well, do you wanna effin’ see it or not?”


I’m wagering not since I haven’t even got enough discussion on episode 7 yet, much less all the ones after that. Oh, well. Guess it’ll be me and my grassroots kin for many months/years to come. Vocal support to enjoyment of the scenes can change that at any moment, but I urge my readers not to wait for someone else to do it. If you want to be on the journey more than my updates you’ll have to participate. And there is little fear in doing so. Some reviewers want to plunk down their identities, but no one has to, you know. 😉

As it happens, I’ve found another person reviewing the marriage novel and with wonderful insight. I am adoring that communication to it. It was what I always wanted. When my pattern of creation altered from goofing-off to channeling all the characters, the project changed completely. My adoptees flocked into my psyche and started showing me things. I was giving and they wanted to give back. As with the marriage novel, Barnabas Collins and Margaret Josette Dupres opened a whole new world of possibilities. Things I’d craved but couldn’t isolate in my own life. When I look at reviews I’m only seeing any splendour I own as a conduit. I become an instrument of empathy and they lead the way. I’ve become a spectator, but a very lonely one with the audience around me saying nothing. I’m in that theatre seat with everyone but they rarely chuckle or express themselves. It’s a vacant room of onlookers staring into space. I feel alone among hundreds of people and my adoptees see that as well. So further reviews on “Margaret Josette Dupres” with that reflection to the depth of love and sharing the passion is deeply important to me. I never knew it was possible for erotica to contain so much love, but this one does. And vampire erotica to bring more uniqueness in the discovery!

As for looking over Episode 16: getting the magic of new creation back. Oh, wow! I’m looking at what I’ve got. There are some wonderful scenes here. Maggie meets Caleb who knows all of her incarnations, Lily and Elizabeth are packing for England together and enjoying each others company, Professor Stokes and Dr. Hoffman coming to terms with how she’s feeling and how he’s feeling about her. ❤

And our Ghost With The Most. I approached him about this. And what did he tell me with open arms?

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“I’m all yours, babe! Happy to be of service.”

Have you noticed I haven’t said his name once in this blogpost? It’s true. I’m a believer.

So that’s where I’m at right now, what with these blasted voices amplified either too loud or too soft.

But again, I’m dying to finish Episode 15 and move forward to where I left off in 2013 with the 16th Episode. Why? Because now The Pit of Ultimate Dark Shadows has to be earned, not bestowed. I’ve gone through too much Hell, obviously, and five chunky responses per episode is hardly much to ask for. As I said in my “How Soon Is Now?” podcast, this is not only free-entertainment, but it’s costing me and it’s costing me a bundle. Either way I can do it for me by the time I reach Episode 16. Uploading more will be up to audience participation.

With further episodes only kept to myself and grassroots helpers? It reminds me of the scene in “Anne of Avonlea” when Anne shows Marilla her new book and says,

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“It’s mine. It’s all mine.”

For Barnabas Collins and Margaret Josette Dupres? I’m still working on further chapters too, but I’d like to leave this video for my dear couple. I only listened and tried to help, and in return the two of you gave us the love life we wanted so desperately but couldn’t find, until I asked that question at the end of 2013. Thank you. ❤